27th March is my birthday, I am now 23 years old lu.....I am getting order ....At that day, I am being happy. I would like to say thank you to my wife ~~~ CANDY, she did really gave me superise and I am being happy with her on that day...I am so happy that I got a hand made birthday card and cake....the cake tasted really good and sweet.....^^.....we just watched a movie,taking photos and had jp food for dinner....although, we just did things simple....but still being happy and sweet....really enjoy myself on this activies and life style....In my view, candy really gave up sth and love me.....really happy ga.....I may able to think do I give up sth and love her? At last, I found out I did......27th March is a day which use to memory....this year, is the most happy birthday that I ever had...I took many photos and this is my first time having hand made birthday cake.....I am such as a lucky bf who has a perfect gf.....^^.....I did really love photos which we took on that day....and wish we can have more days for taking photos...and more days for celebration....

           I am also being little sad because of sth .....In my heart, I do really love candy and wish she will loves me as much as I did.....I found out that there is a boy who text her sms everyday and seems want to chase candy...I did really felt sad and confuse...I don't really want to have competitor exist because this may make some argues between candy and me. Although candy asked me not to think too much ..but how can I take it easy..Candy is the only girl who made me pay much attention, time and love onto her....I don't really want to lose her...therefore I want to try my best to love and protect her. If competitor really exist, I may think what are my advantage and how to keep candy still falling in love to me?....I just think I don't have much advantages, I am not tall, not smart, no knowledge, poor and sometimes...argue with her, made her feeling sad....I did really confuse to myself and don't know what I can do ...><.....

I did really hate that guy...having gf but still sending sms to other girls...sometimes I wanna to ask ....what relationship between them?....even though very gd fds...still have to concern some points.....Those sms are being horrible...I am feeling sad and upset not because I don't trust candy, I just hate the relationship between them I really hope candy can reduce and clear the relationship between the boy and her... Sometimes I really scare 1 day candy doesn't love me again and fall in love to tohers ...Although she asked me not to think too much ..but how can I don't think too much...Everyday, I see her receieve many sms from this boy...i really hate...but I knew this is not candy's fault...but I am wonder why she doesn't explain to the boy that I dislike?....I really want to know..and hope she can explain to me....Before candy told me that she went to bed and sleep so we don't chat on phone..but she sending sms to this boy and continue chatting....This really made me stress and disappoint...why telling lies to me ...why tell me that you go bed but chatting with others....do you think I should angry or not?... Is it fair to me? Should I still believe ...? Sometimes he knew your things more than I knew....When I try to care about her...candy may said " Non of your business..why you care about this..."....After I heard those kinds of words, I really heart broke by her..and think..if I am still be her lover or not....She may able to tell other boys things about her..but doesn't want to tell me much ....and said " non of my business" Is it my mistake for caring about her.....and love her ?

Candy doesn't like I chat with other girls or have relationship with others....but why she can't try to not communicate with other boys too ?...Maybe candy never think I scare to lose her...or she may think she can find some 1 who is better than me....>< Maybe I am really bad and not being gd to be her bf la.....

Should I believe that boy not chasing candy ?.....Any 1 can tell me the answer?...I really hope candy can explain to me ga...><...I really want to know what candy's think and my wish is no competitor exsit and competition with me......I hope that boy doesn't send sms to her........I scare 1 day if I can't accept......still being sad..I don't know what I will do .....hope nth will be happen la.....

At Last, I want to say sth to candy........

LO PO, I love you so much ........you are the only one I love ........I really want together with you ..and don't wish you leave me ga.........hope you won't don't love me la..........><

Arthur LOVE Candy